Everybody Has Problems!

I'm prefacing this post with this:  everybody has problems.

That being said, it is difficult at times not to focus on mine.  I truly am not as unhappy as I sometimes come off...I have met some amazing people in my life and have experience the thrills that your average girl does not get to experience.  I have also had the opportunity to make a difference in the lives of so many people that I am overjoyed for others' successes.

Here is my problem on my mind right now:  I am not straight enough for girls...and not gay enough for guys.  I am your classic tweener.  It takes a special kind of person to be able to date me.  That person can be quite difficult to find.

I'm also going to put a positive out there:  I love acting.  One of the reasons why I don't COMPLETELY hate my life is that I get to act.  It shows up all the time in my life.  As a coach, I get to be an inspirational person who helps drives students towards their goals.  A lot of acting goes into coaching.  You have to be the person who can relate to kids.  I, through my 25 years of acting as something I am not, have been able to turn on the character necessary to achieve this.  Kids are thanking me for this lately...and it means a lot.

~Madi~