This has truly been a crazy week. As I sit at my computer looking back at all that has happened, I am touched by the support I am getting from all of you. It means so much to be cared about. A lot of you have expressed that you can't truly understand what I am going through. I completely am OK with that!! Just the fact that you are willing to listen and be a part of this means the world.
I am one friend away from 40! That is kind of amazing considering that I wasn't even at 30 when 2013 started. I am trying to find all the people I have told in the past. It is an exhilarating experience opening up to people! It is extremely scary as well.
The girl part of my post this week: I realized this week I have never been called princess. I didn't grow up the way most of you did. That is tough to handle sometimes. As I have been watching movies and reading books, I have started to realize that I identify with the main female characters. It is something I never thought of before.
As I move into the next chapters of my life, it is exciting to know that I am going forward. It is scary to think that I have come so far in 4 months. My life was stagnant since about junior year in high school when I started telling people. I still have a long way to go.
I hope you will be there with me!! :)
~Madi~
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