Wow. It has been way too long...
To start off this post, I am going to tell you about a couple of updates I have for everyone.
First and foremost, I ordered my first set of girls clothes. I really am trying to think of myself as only female and am trying to make sure I use more of my female social media. I really have started to hate who my physical self is. It has been quite a struggle.
this weekend has been particularly hard. As I see everyone getting back together with their friends and family, I look back on all the progress I have made as a girl and I think that I am really wasting a lot of that away because I revert back to my boy self instead of my girl self. I wonder what my future is as a girl...
It has started to make me think that in order for me to truly embrace my femininity...I am going to have to turn my back on a lot of my current friends and family. I don't know how that will work in the long run...
I have to be who I am. And who I am is Madison.
I love all my friends who have supported me.
~Madi~
