Tuesday, June 12, 2012

Best Couple Hours of My Life

So last night I went to bed, just like most other nights.  I watched a couple youtube videos of other girls' transitions, and was amazed at the results as always!  I went to bed around 2 am, and woke up at 9.

In between, some amazing things happened!  I was having a dream of what my life might be like sometime.  While I truly am female in real life, I live life as a male.  I think as a result,  rarely dream that I am female because it doesn't seem real yet.  Well this night it was very real, and it was quite the treat!

The dream started with me on a date.  I  had shoulder length straight brown hair and I was wearing a really cute black strapless dress.  I was a little wider than I wanted to be.  Not fat, just a little bulky.  My boobs were probably like a 36 C...

Anyway!  We were at a really fancy restaurant and things were going really well.  I was drinking wine and having a lot of laughs.  Towards the end up the date, he proposed to me.  That he happened to be Joseph Morgan who plays Klaus in Vampire Diaries is besides the point :)   I of course said yes and then the real action started.

We went back to his place and "got it on."  The most amazing thing was that I had all the right body parts, and it was an amazing experience.  I could almost feel it in real life.  I woke up and legitimately had to check to see if I still had all the "wrong parts" in "real life."

It really gave me some moments of bliss.  Ladies out there...I am officially jealous of all of you who get to do it in real life!

~Madi~

Tuesday, June 5, 2012

A Sad Day

Today is kind of a sad day.

As someone who was born male, actually is female, likes both genders and has an extremely public job, I find myself wearing a lot of hats (some must cuter than others :)).  The problem is, for today at least, a lot of those hats got taken off of me.

Living in Wisconsin, the election for Governor has become a hot topic.  Today is the end of the election, and it appears that Scott Walker is going to win.  As someone who does my job, I find this appalling.  As a member of the LGTBQ community, I find this appalling.  Finally, as a woman, I find this appalling.  This many has stripped so many people of rights.  He has taken the power from the many and given it to the few richer people in charge and run with it.

It is really frustrating for me to live in this state right now, especially going through many of the issues I have to deal with day in and day out.

Shame on you Wisconsin, shame on you.

~Madi~