A Night of Bravery

Hey Everyone...

So tonight I had a moment of bravery.  It all started when I had to pay rent.  My building's rent office is a block or two down the road from where I live.  It was dark out and there were a few streetlights to pass along the way.  I decided that tonight was the night I braved it out there.  I kept my girl clothes on and walked outside.

Now, it was the first time I have ever done this.  I had on a few items that were extremely female, and a few that hid some stuff.  My sweatpants were girls' basketball sweatpants.  My top had a nice padded bra (b cups), a cami and a sweatshirt.  The sweatshirt helped hide a little bit of the boobage  I had going on...but not all :).  I of course had panties on underneath my sweatpants as well!

It was a truly terrifying and exciting experience.  One guy was outside about 100 feet away smoking a cigarette.  It took every urge I had not to cross my arms over my chest to hide the boobs.  Still, I stayed the course and walked all the way there and back.  For those of you who know me, this was a huge step.

I came home, put short shorts on and took the sweatshirt off.  So here I sit, for my empty apartment to see, the clearest picture I have of Madi yet.

~Madi~

My Book

A while back, I started writing a book.  It was, and yes this is totally girly, a vampire romance novel.  The novel    followed the life of a girl from Wisconsin who as in love with a star basketball player.  When writing the novel, I decided that I was going to write a story from both perspectives.

Writing from the female perspective was thrilling for me.  I never really felt so alive as Madi except in that moment.

For some reason, I stopped writing the novel.  It has been a year and 2 months since I have revisited it.  I think it is about the time I do it.

I am holding you all accountable for making sure I do it :)

-Madi-

The Past Few Nights

So the past few nights I have really "girled out."  I have found that I am getting more and more comfortable wearing girl clothes.  I particularly enjoy sleeping in them.  It is nice to have a time with some privacy where I can be myself.

The really amazing thing about this entire experience is what has happened while sleeping.  I have had dreams the past few nights where I am actually a girl.  I am not just me with girl parts.  I actually look like a girl.  It has been really exciting to have a few hours of bliss where I get to be me.

It is also nice to wake up in girl clothes.  I end my day and start my day in the correct attire!! :)

Just wanted to let you all know...probably a little too much information...sorry...

Madi

Over 300 Page Views!!!

Hey everyone!

My page has over 300 page views!!! That is AMAZING!  Thank you all for checking this so often and being a part of my life.  I am truly thankful for all of you :)

Madi